Midterm exams start this week, yet instead of studying, I've decided to start this online journal.
I guess sometimes my inner desires win out over my ever-present logic. But oh, well.
I like the idea of typing my thoughts out to the world at large. I have no one in real life that I truly talk to anymore... Or perhaps I never did. Either way, the reasoning is the same: I am writing here because I am tired of keeping it all inside. I am tired of not having any true friends. I am tired of being disliked. I am tired of living a life that I don't want to live.
An open journal may not fix all of these things, but the effort alone is worth it to me.
I guess time will tell whether or not this is a good idea... We will see eventually...